~ The Pain I feel... ~

[MysteRy]

The Pain I feel...





Often times, I ask myself
Am I really me or someone else…
Only with you, I feel whole;
When you’re gone, I feel like a lost soul.

So many things I have to face
So many pains I hide and leave no trace
However, when you open my heart you will see
How much one could carry the pain I have in me?

I guess I’m weak, I guess I’m strong
I just couldn’t figure out right from wrong
So many things I’ve done to get to you,
Both good and bad, I just did what I had to do.

Never before I feel what I’m feeling now,
Wishing and hoping it’ll pass somehow…
Am I blind or I just refuse to see?
I chose to be blind because the truth wouldn’t set me free.

I just fell, knowing you wouldn’t be able to catch;
With you, nothing else matters so much…
As long as you’re there, right by my side
Awakening the feelings I thought have died.

You make me see everything in a brand new way
Please tell me you would always stay
I pray that someday, there wouldn’t be pain..
You’ve given me so much happiness I couldn’t explain,

But I would take the risk, I wouldn’t give up on you
I would never let go of what I know is true…
It’s the feeling you make me feel
And when I’m with you, how my heart couldn’t stay still.

I can barely breathe, it beats so fast
Tell me please, forever this would last
Because I wouldn’t know what to do if you leave me here
All alone with memories and never ending fear.

You’re someone special, I couldn’t do without
My feelings are real, there is no doubt…
No one else ever made me feel this way
No words can ever explain what I’m trying to say..